In the last months of summer 2024 I have thought of you very often, but I have never found the courage to write to you privately or to comment on your posts and now I am looking for the reason in myself what has always prevented me from writing you loving lines and my new me would now act and react differently as far as you and I are concerned if I had known that something very terrible would happen to you in autumn and now I hate myself for never listening to my heart (but to my mind that wants to rule my life and dominate my heart) because it has known all along that you are my home and not somewhere else and I will never forgive myself for never wanting to admit that you are the love of my life 🥺🥀💔 I love you, Liam ♥️